Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Bad Night

OK so I'm having a bad night. It all started when I saw a picture of some friends of mine. They reminded me of my Grandparents as in the Love in their eyes. So I started crying and then that brought up other things and so I started crying about that and then so on and so on. I know I have to allow my self to grieve but what if it's getting in the way of my sleep.  I know I know never mind it comes when it comes and you just have to flow with it.  It just kind of sucks.  
It's also interesting that it brings up other things and other people so you end up grieving again for people you thought that you were done grieving over.  
So this is were I'm at trying to do school and trying to deal with all the loss.  Losses through death and losses of relationships.  
I have to remember what it says in Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who 
have been called according to his purpose."